Friday, September 2, 2011

"Reminder"

I made this slide show with few pictures from our tribal mission not jut only for a documentation but more on a reminder. Which if ever, I am about to hold off and if the storms in life seem endless. It will remind me of how God  had once saved me out of my previous gloomy days when I was enduring the pain of being in solitude, unheard, filled with fears and uncertainties, when I was helpless, lost and when my spirit was cold and almost dead. It is a reminder of the true essence of life, being united and a family for God. Most of all, the true meaning of love. I'd like to express my gratitude to God for putting up each one of the members in the team. Thank you God  for using Ate Susie as an instrument and giving us opportunity to be part of this. For the desire of Balong to give back through sharing his blessings. For the infectious passion of Kuya Meek through his inspiring pictures. For reminding me the first time you called my name through Erick. For valuing friendship and respect through Kuya Ace and his wisdom. Thank you for allowing me to meet Ate Mai, Her heart and spirit are so infectious God. Thank you for the healing of hearts of my sister Dada and mine. And  thank you for the sponsors, please bless them God. Please, keep on reminding us God that it is all about you and not about us. Help us keep the flame and joy in serving you. Please motivate us more with your love and not just the fears alone.Forgive me, but honestly my main purpose of joining the mission is not only to share, it's more on personal. God knew that my purpose  was more on like a "retreat". I need healing of the heart, I am longing for a rest  and peace of mind coming from God. I need to be moved and be motivated again. I need to feel being loved and learn to love again. It is seeking for help, preventing further ruins to save my soul.Forgive me, but honestly my main purpose of joining the mission is not only to share, it's more on personal. God knew that my purpose  was more on like a "retreat". I need healing of the heart, I am longing for a rest  and peace of mind coming from God. I need to be moved and be motivated again. I need to feel being loved and learn to love again. It is seeking for help, preventing further ruins to save my soul.I learned a lot from that mission trip, I was expecting it, I prayed for it and claimed it and God has bestowed much more than what I've expected to acquire from the Mission trip. I am very fulfilled. God has healed my cold and wounded heart that I'd been kept for very long time. That trip was like watching a movie and the people that I have met are the characters. Aside from treasuring the joy of simplicity.I also learned different important lessons taken from each designated character. Lessons that for sure will linger forever and will be imparted to any persons I know which will might be needing it. I was moved and touched, It's like a movie that you don't wanna end. But most of all, I am giving all the praises and credits to the greatest director and story writer of all times "God".



The song "Draw me close to you" by Michael W. Smith, contains the exact message of mine personally  to God.